I hate how..

I hate how it ended.

I hate how I miss you.

I hate how I love you.

I hate how things are now.

I hate how we don't hangout.

I hate how I dwell on this.

I hate how I still go to your Facebook and creep you like nothing happened.

I hate how we didn't fight for each other.

I hate how we don't look at each other the same. 

I hate how we will never be the same.

I hate how I think about our jokes.

I hate how I feel forgotten.

I hate how almost everything I do reminds me of you.

I hate how we gave up.

I hate how everyone says "it's better off that way" when it's not. It's not better this way and it never will be better this way. But whatever, I'm dealing with it.