do you miss me?

I miss you. I still love you. I still want you in my life. I still want to be best friends. I still want you to love me. I still want you to buy me gummy bears and steal the last blue one. I still want you to talk to me on the phone til 5 am. I still want you to tell me you'll always protect me. I still want you to tell me I'm safe. I still want to spend Friday nights at Ice Zone like kewl kids. I still want you to give me piggy back rides to the lake and spontaneously kiss my forehead. I still want you and I to go on adventures to find the big purple cookie. I still want to go to Barnes and Noble for hours and hide because it's thundering. I still want to run into you at the mall when you're with your girl friend at the time and you still come find me just to bring me that one blue gummy bear you took from me a year before. I still want you to tell me you love me more than Kurt Cobain. I miss you. I miss just talking about things in general rather than you talking about hooking up. I don't want to feel like I'm missing something because I don't see you anymore. I don't want you to keep getting distant from me. I want you to actually text me back when I pour my heart out to you. I want you to treat me the way you did when we were together. I want to go back to June 21 a few years ago, right back to where it all started when things were perfect..when I had all I needed and wanted.